Sometimes I think life is a ruse
stuck in this world of purplish blue
searching for meaning and truth
it slices my heart like a knife as it cuts through

Sometimes I think life is a nightmare
sadness and love mixed leaves my heart blue
and my mind purplish scared
This melancholy makes life feel so unfair, but,
you know how the old saying goes. . .
I won't waste time writing it, so we'll just go with
the flow

Sometimes I think life is insane
this purplish blue haunts my dreams like a refrain
always coming back in different combinations, but the
feelings remain the same
I guess this is why the Joker make's sense. laughing at
the fact life can be so tense

Sometimes I think life is a beautiful sin
pulling back my arrow summoning the love within
as I let it go, a purplish blue shot in the dark with a 
string emanating from my heart hoping to connect with
someone, anyone. . .well, not just anyone.

Sometimes I think life is as it should be
I stop ruminating about what could and should be
I'm too old to be thinking like a rookie
almost thirty years in. . . and I'm still looking for
grandmother's chocolate chip cookies.