Sometimes I think life is a ruse stuck in this world of purplish blue searching for meaning and truth it slices my heart like a knife as it cuts through Sometimes I think life is a nightmare sadness and love mixed leaves my heart blue and my mind purplish scared This melancholy makes life feel so unfair, but, you know how the old saying goes. . . I won't waste time writing it, so we'll just go with the flow Sometimes I think life is insane this purplish blue haunts my dreams like a refrain always coming back in different combinations, but the feelings remain the same I guess this is why the Joker make's sense. laughing at the fact life can be so tense Sometimes I think life is a beautiful sin pulling back my arrow summoning the love within as I let it go, a purplish blue shot in the dark with a string emanating from my heart hoping to connect with someone, anyone. . .well, not just anyone. Sometimes I think life is as it should be I stop ruminating about what could and should be I'm too old to be thinking like a rookie almost thirty years in. . . and I'm still looking for grandmother's chocolate chip cookies.